May. 02 2001

one more paper. one more final.

greetings. ironically, i came across livejournal by looking at the AOL IM profile of this girl my good friend john from Rider is hooking up with. it looks like a pretty neat idea. i’ve always had an itch to journal on the web. i never had the time or the motivation to do so. however, because of livejournal, i have both now. sounds like i found god or some shit. not even. anyways, i’ve been journalizing on and off since my 6th grade year. now i’m starting again at the end. i only have a couple of days left here at Rider as a freshman. next fall i come back as a sophomore, ZBT pledge, varsity tennis member, and hopefully, a new man. i look forward to the summer. its going to be an interesting and busy one. i’ll miss my friends at Rider though. they will always hold a special place in my heart. no matter what happens, if some come back and if some don’t. so i have one more paper to write (history) and one more final to take (math). for now though, its Wednesday, the reading day, and i’m gonna rest. i still haven’t showered or anything. i’ve been doing my comm. theory project all day. thank god that shit is done with. the paper is due tomorrow by 3pm. ample time. i’m gonna go sleep now. think about what has past, and what is to come. i guess what i mean about is this summer. i have a lot on my mind about it right now. things that are gonna happen, things that i want to happen, and of course, things i don’t want to happen. one person in particular knows exactly what i’m talking about. for now i sleep, later i eat. “it’s a beautiful day, the sun is so bright, with the wind gently blowing in the baby blue sky…” -the youth ahead