October 2003
shotguns and silence have always been the best of...
but to tear down a factory or to revolt against a government or to avoid repair of a motorcycle because it is a system is to attack effects rather than causes; and as long as the attack is upon effects only, no change is possible. the true system, the real system, is our present construction of systematic thought itself, rationality will simply produce another...
September 2003
hootie and the blowfish.
“time, why you punish me?
like a wave bashing into the shore
you wash away my dreams.
time, why you walk away?
like a friend with somewhere to go
you left me crying…
[chorus]
time is wasting
time is walking
you ain’t no friend of mine
i don’t know where i’m goin’
i think i’m out of my mind
thinking about time
and if i die tomorrow, yeah
just...
have you ever lived a nightmare?
i never thought i would.
until i realized, ever so quickly, that i was. coming out of nowhere, it picked me up and put me where i never wanted to be: without the one person that i need the most. in the future, when my computer breaks, i’m going to remove myself from society because i know that absolutely nothing good can come of it. quite frankly, nothing has. just the past few days...
before i forget it all.
-ang threw me an awesome suprise birthday party. first time anyone has ever done that for me.
-i need to update stafford’s web site. they’re recording their full-length soon and have a bunch of big shows coming up.
-i ran out of gas on 206. lame.
-i have a single.
-i’m gonna be on the university j-board.
-dr. xia not only wants me to do the radio station’s web site...
between yes and no.
my computer died. i’m trying to bring it back to life. i’ve got lots of other things to write about too. i’ve also taken 24 photographic images. some of which will be up here when i get my computer working again. other than that, everything is busy again.
dead computers suck.