August 2003
a documentation of self.
in the wee small hours of the morning, while the whole wide world is fast asleep, you lie awake and think about the girl and never, ever think of counting sheep. when your lonely heart has learned its lesson, you’d be hers if only she would call, in the wee small hours of the morning, that’s the time you miss her most of all. -frank sinatra the sun lit up a new day not too...
Aug 24th
am i correct to defend the fist that holds this...
in life, i’ve learned that people don’t always get what they want. in my case, it’s been not getting what i need. a year ago, everyone thought i was depressed. maybe i was, maybe i wasn’t. “snap out of it!” “why are you in such a shitty mood?!” “you better change your attitude.” no, fuck you. change yours. history has repeated...
Aug 22nd
my life is organized by asterisks.
erik can’t give directions for shit, but it did look like he popped a boner during friday’s show. mokrynski’s party was good. didn’t get to go out on the jet skis because of the shitty weather. got two fantastic pins at columbus farmer’s market. ang’s cousin threw an eggplant at me. le divorce was actually a good movie. no wonder the french...
Aug 18th
sleepless under stoplights.
the first-ever layout for ratcliffe-lee.com is up; along with a new about-blank.net layout. i need a new screen name. the one i have now isn’t cutting it. high shool indeed ended three years ago. indeed, willowbrook mall is no place to be on a sunday. i attempted to give ang an idea of what i want for my birthday [in two weeks. what the fuck? all this should feel different]. ...
Aug 13th
new-age public relations.
xlnyourhandsx (10:55:10 AM): this is gonna sound really weird.. but you know how in bathrooms they have ” for a good time call ###### “? rockyoursocksnj (10:55:22 AM): yeah, sure. xlnyourhandsx (10:55:38 AM): well your screen name was written in the bathroom at ocean city lol i thought it was really funny.. so i figured id tell you rockyoursocksnj (10:55:59 AM): ocean city, nj or...
Aug 5th