February 2003
"at times it's best not to think in words."
sometimes, i can see the next ten years shape up almost perfectly. other times, there is a canyon in the road and no bridge. these two existences switch easily in my head, often.
::sigh:: repetition, only this time a little blurrier. life in all forms, is hard to describe.
"you're just jealous because we're young and in...
dear mom & dad,
these are the words you never heard. these are the words i forgot to say. these are the right-now words. i’m doing fine. sometimes i don’t need you in my life, explaining why i don’t call. i want [need] to learn life on my own. everything you do and say helps. lots of times i don’t follow your advice and i always wish i did. angela and i...
vital signs.
no car no money no job no food no time lots of unfinished work people expecting people wanting dirty laundry bills grades unwritten letters meetings need haircut return movies see movies pay tickets gotta go home need speakers need stereo need key chain need hooks to hang my hats and towels papers to read papers to write shirts to hang up people to see need sleep need to wake up need to eat things...
status: unchanged.
life is a tale told by an idiot, full of sound and fury, signifying nothing.
-william shakespeare
"new words for old desires." -the weakerthans
there was one of his lonelinesses coming, one of those times when he walked the streets or sat, aimless and depressed, biting a pencil at his desk. it was a self-absorbption with no comfort, a demand for expression with no outlet, a sense of time rushing by, ceaselessly and wastefully - assuaged only by that conviction that there was nothing to waste, because all effots and attainments were...
i love !
“in the depths of winter, i finally found in me an invincible summer.”
-camus i’ll never get it right. i hardly have any time for myself lately. i’m not complaining, but everything besides being with ang is pretty shitty.
my classes are alright, just a lot of work. summer plans are still undecided. i sent my resume to conde nast. so, the internship possibility is...