August 2001
good 'ol johnny alter-ego
work was a bitch. people were assholes. not my co-workers. other’s co-workers. i was glad to get out of there. deposited my pay check. grandma came over for dinner. talked to kelly on the phone. tracy about john. and bill about now. so not much else is going on. i’ve been slowly floating along the current of the web. parousing moc. making a post on the message board about...
July 2001
the tao of steve
so how’s your love life? hm? mine’s so-so. no girlfriend. no known interest. no one i’m really interested in. just sorta flailing in the wind. as i mentioned in the last post, i watched the tao of steve last night. pretty much, it’s about this fat, 30 year-old guy named dex. he lives in new mexico. is a part-time school teacher. smokes lots of pot. and lives in...
good movies. bad movies. and fucking boylands.
work was work. you all know that shit. but i went home and had to go to fucking blockbuster. so i rented the tao of steve. great movie. so much truth to it. i’ll write a whole seperate entry on it later. right now is just stuff. yeah. stuff. but katie got sugar & spice that i’m watching right now. fucking sucks. bring it on was so much better. hit up starbucks though. ...
eve has no tits, that's why everyone asks, "who's...
hm. well. as you can see i added a picture. it’s the picture i have everywhere. for moc. for your eyes only. all that shit. i’m working on getting a half-decent, recent head shot of myself or something to replace that. but for the time being, this is rad enough. i still haven’t found a reasonable hosting company yet. hm. oh yeah. i updated my moc profile. for all you...
the showroom.
i survived. expecting a big thing-to-do scene about tracy, john, and ashley. nothing really happened. they were all civil. the show went down pretty well too. the place it was at was probably cool for playing shows. but the crowd was a little beat. hsd played well though. humble beginnings was decent also. the rest was ehh. hanging out with tracy and all those kids was fun though. i...
hope those little kids are alright
show-mania. i went to the hsd show last night at the cove with bill. they played a really short set, but it was good anyway. i can’t wait to hear their new shit. sounds pretty good so far. the crowd was tight too. did some moshing. knocked over some little kids (all-ages show). then we went to a party. it was beat. bounced. went to toms. “hung out” there. and got...
reader #2
well. i suppose this is some important moment or some shit like that. probably not though. thanks kev to being only the second person ever to admit reading my liveJournal. you and the dutchess (no, not ferriss. this girl robyne from my school. yeah, she’s hot)…
so i’m engulfed in the process of moving my site off tripod. it sorta came spontaneously. i bought the...
http://www.about-blank.net
i bit the bullet. for you of course. i paid for five years ownership of about-blank.net. so now go to that site whenever you want to come here. it’s still hosted on tripod for now, but i’m looking for a new host company b/c i don’t want that fucking banner ad taking up screen space. it also looks like i’m going to have to buy a different version of trellix to keep...
'o1
more updation bitches. i put the first pic from this summer up on my site. it’s actually pretty incriminating. but kev can deal. there should be more to follow. plus lots of other goodies for you to oogle. for the time being though, a bunch of other stuff is new. so check it out before you shrink. or not. otherwise. nothing has changed. at least change hasn’t told me.
the quick end to the short, straight road.
sitting on my ass is actually pretty productive. right. my shit finally came from dvdempire.com. i’m happy. the family is on it’s way home. i haven’t eaten dinner yet. not really that hungry. the weekend is on the horizon. so are shows. work was interesting today. get payed tomorrow. christ. i need something to do.
i wanted to fuck your mom in the ass. but i found...
christ. i finally went out tonite. of course that means i didn’t get squat get done at home. tomorrow, sometime, the fam. comes home. and my dvds get delivered finally. shizznit. thank god tomorrow is thursday. i hung out with fassomax tonite. we met these two girls for a movie. it was cool. then we went to guido-central elmwood park. that was a little beat. pretty much, the...
writing to pass the time.
so i did have this hella long, hella deep entry all written out about my life and eveything…and my fucking computer crashed. so much for windows NT being a stable environment. eh, whatchya gonna do. i’m getting paid to write to myself. i suppose that’s what work is really for. or not.
why am i writing though? i didn’t write last night because i didn’t have...
hey, what about that guy?
not too shabby. that’s been my work day. i’m not as tired as i was yesterday, even though i went to sleep the same time as last night. supposedly, i’m missing a kick-ass time down in lbi. fuck that, it’s good to be away from the fam. for a little while. hasket is trying to make it to warped tour. that would be the shizznit. i can’t wait to go. this weekend...
blood on my leg.
tonite has definitley been chill. i went to blockbuster, returned the booklet my bro forgot. picked up the people vs. larry flynt and double take on dvd. flynt was good. i didn’t realize how much of a first admendment fight hustler put up. but i also picked up the up in smoke tour dvd at sam goody. that is some hot shit. ate dinner at the new chinese place by my house. exspensive. ...
tired and distracted. the only way to work...
apparently, this whole work thing takes effort. something i’m lacking at this current place in time. i always kick myslef for not going to bed earlier. too bad it never hurts. so if you haven’t already noticed, the site is updated a little. i put the list up that you see below. once hasket finishes some things, they’ll be up also. the most important thing that was changed...
updation.
yeah. i updated my site. it’s new. it’s cool. it rocks. harder. than. me. check it out. before i fuck your dog. or not. pieces.
i'm NOT a sea cow.
so right now i’m about 75% salt water. i just got back from the shore with allison, tracy, and phil. it was fun though. allison and tracy picked me up friday night, we drove down, hung out with phil. slept in his room. which is really cool. one of those you’d see in a movie or something. anyways. it’s weird seeing phil and allison dating and what not. i’ve always...
1000 chips in every bag
1/2 days at work kick my ass. it was rad getting out at one. i finalized plans with allison. she and tracy pick me up at 6:30. went to the bank. picked up bro from camp. waiting for laundry to get done. gonna play n64. put clothes in dryer. get them out. finish packing. leave. enjoy time at shore. don’t get to pick up pops though. come back. family leaves next morning. cool...
twidling my thumbs.
so, much to my suprise, tonite was a total fucking bust. allison called me from work and said she forgot what fucking DAY it was and she couldn’t chill tonite. laura’s party never happened and bill was off getting ass. so that left me to do nothing. i could’ve gotten something from blockbuster. but i need to save money. on the upside, i’m going to the beach tomorrow...
happy hour? sure, i'll have a COKE.
work went buy fairly quick today. which is out of the ordinary. oh, wait, i know why it went so fast…i actually had work to do! yeah. three count projects and three schedules. intensity. i’m glad tomorrow is a half-day and the beginning of the weekend. i go out with allison afterwards. probably to somewhere in ridgewood. who knows, it’s Thursday night. king is having a...
i can't be too cool in a tree with my pants down.
this is just a bullshit entry. i met jen and kelly for lunch at the plaza today. that was alright. we just shot the shit. shot it good. work drags on. i’ll probably end up doing the same ‘ol shit tonite. nothing you haven’t read before. tomorrow i might hang out with allison and tracy in ridgewood. that’ll be cool. i haven’t seen them in a while. which...
we'll make you do it!
christ. i should be in bed. 8 hours of sleep they tell me. do i do it? of course not. tonite was like any other. aren’t they all? mini-golfing at the bubble with jen, bill, and kelly. it was cool. the bubble was hoppin’ for some reason. usually it is pretty dull. kelly and i flirted a little. not much. whenever i tried to take a shot, she would always do some suggestive...
warp speed and standing still at the same time. ...
bored at work again. for the second day in a row. the ugly: it’s only 10am. my boss should be able to give me something to do soon though. she’s in a meeting. what’s bothering me lately though is that i got lost on my way to starbucks last night. king gave me directions. but i messed up. good thing i left early. cuz i got there early, even though i got lost. go me. or...
starbucks. where i obtain my quality, caffinated...
not really. i just go to be cool.
that was pretty much my night. i neglected to deposit my paycheck and return the dvd i rented. poo. i’ll do it tomorrow. i already wrote about work, so i can spare you the gory details. but i made an ever-so-special appearance at starbucks this evening. got my ass lost getting there. don’t know how. but i did. jen, kelly, and kristen were...
are you enjoying this?
it seems to me that i’m writing in this thing a lot in the past couple of days. i don’t know why. i think i’m taking a liking to it. it’s something to do, you know? i’m at work if you haven’t realized from the time and date of the entry. well, yeah. today was meghann’s birthday. we’re about to have cake. oooh, cake. yes. last night i missed...
i give up
alright. i confess. i caught a feeling. baring my soul. alright fuckers? she’ll find out, if she doesn’t already understand. but just a small feeling. nothing big. it’s all retarded. thinking about it more, i suppose i’d be worse-off if i was up there. so i’m glad i can enjoy the rest of my summer in a different environ. or not. my summer is still gonna...
dashboard confessional binge
i can’t recall the last time something like this happened. i suppose that’s a good thing. i have one of those feelings that my life is slowly sliding down a steep incline again. bottoming out when i go back to school and get my ass kicked at ZBT. for all you freaks keeping track of my life, here i sit recording the beginning of probably an inevitable slide towards ambugity. my...
another wasted night
this weekend has mostly been sleep. my thought process drifts from the future back to the past (sarah) and on again to what my future might hold. i don’t know. tonite, bill, laura, christine byma, cheryl, dave, and sean faulkner all chilled at laura’s. it was pretty beat actually. i’m really fucking tired. man. i wish i had someone to hold. don’t you?
a new place in time
i need to fuck up my web site real quick. like update it. something. i don’t know. i just had that strange impulse hit me as i was looking at some more moc shit. i entertained myself by watching a movie at jen’s house tonite. with bill, kristen, and kelly. kelly is pretty cute. yeah. thats the deal. i sorta forgot about bhc and everything real quick. but i still miss it. i...
one tired mother-trucker
what’s up motherfuckers. i’m back from vermont. it was intensity as always. many fucked-up stories to tell. not now though. now i have many fucked-up “z’s” to catch. all you bitches better be listening later though….yeah. later, when i WAKE THE FUCK UP.