June 2001
the time is now (version 2)
i should be packing, but instead i’m supplying you, the reader, with more words to waste your time on. nothing out of the ordinary has happened. been hanging out with the usual suspects. you know who they are. in other news, allison has a boyfriend again. phil. her ex-little brother. weird how that happens. incest i suppose. or not. haha. i wish her the best of luck. she’ll...
how long is the night
is what i want to know. i know i should be going to sleep. but i can’t. work sucked my ass today. i chilled out with nick and bill though. we went and saw dr. dolittle 2. which was suprisingly funny. then the diner. no laura. cool. saw auperlee and the rest of them though. i now officially want to kick his ass for calling me a tool. fact of the matter is i had something...
now they're searching for that new desire, it's...
i feel that you will be more interested in the technicalities of my life…i got a pair of dickies shorts today. rad, right? punk rock cred, right? chicks dig it, right? i hope so. my lame-ass attempt go grow any sort of facial hair is sort of stuck. so i think i’m gonna shave either later tonite or early tomorrow morning. speaking of tomorrow morning, i have to drive my...
block the cock
that’s the role i played tonite at jen’s. bill and i went over to watch space cowboys which is an incredibly horrible movie. i know jen didn’t rent it for us to *watch*. sucks for bill though, he’s a rock in hard place. stuck between having the affection of this totally hot girl and knowing what will exactly happen if he doesn’t talk to her about the repercussions...
time to relish in defeat
i could be home. i could be sleeping. i could be getting ready for vermont. i could. instead, i’m at work. making money that i’ll eventually spend. it’s an evil circle we’re stuck in. i suppose i could be actually working at the moment but there really isn’t anything i could be doing. wait, there is. nevermind. but i’m going to write anyway. i’m...
damaged goods...return to sender
i guess tonite was sort of a slap in the face. not really though, only b/c i let it get to me. after work i went to starbucks with bill. kelly tanis and kristen o’ koren were there. eventually, jen, laura, and kelly bruer showed up. so we hung out until it closed. it was cool. then jen, kristen, bill, and i went to matthews. that was alright. then jen drove bill home and...
in the eyes of sinners
so i slept like a mofo this morning. totally missed church. katie called me from mom’s cell phone and told me that they were eating breakfast at wayne hills diner. so i met them there. had a hearty breakfast. pretty much sat on my ass the rest of the day. went to loft @ covenant w/ bill and saw a bunch of other ec kids there. it was bogus though. sort of like a glorified chapel. i...
why does my mom rock so hard?
what an end to a week. friday night i went to see the fast and the furious with jen and bill. good flick. except for the fact that i forgot to zipper my fly after leaving the bathroom before the movie started. so that was a bummer. but, it worked out alright. we saw pete van russel and sarah streenstra in the parking lot. pete set his car alarm off and couldn’t turn it off. sucks for...
kathy
work was stressfull today. got through it though. tomorrow should be cool. gonna go see the fast and furious tomorrow w/ bill. tonite was alright. we finally went mini-golfing. then to the diner. it was me, bill, laura, jen, and dave. fun stuff. saw some really stoned kids from high school. then afterwards, bill, jen, and i just fucked around. we tried following kathy home. seeing...
where have i taken myself?
in a half-assed attempt to spice up this here journal of mine, i’m going to write about some things. yeah. some things. today was nothing special. the usual work shit. didn’t go out. gonna get a nice 8 hours of sleep tonite. but last night i talked to jen online. it was cool. we talked about relationships and stuff. i can only hope she was hinting something. but who knows. ...
in that order
work. crouching tiger, hidden dragon. diner. sleep. wake-up. do it all over again.
goonies!
it seems to be whenever i go out to lunch w/ meghan, her sister, friend, and mom, i always manage to get shit on my shirt. weird. i guess i have to concentrate more on eating. that was work pretty much. have a bunch of shizz to do tomorrow. i had every intention to go to the record store today, but that never happened. i ended up watching part of the goonies for the first time which was...
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so, this is gonna be short and sweet b/c i have to get ready for work soon. last night i went out to the diner w/ bill, laura, steve king, christine byma, and jen beverly. jen looked good. i had a good time. the glasses are doing their job. not a whole lot happened during father’s day. church. hanging out w/ the pops. nothing special. if there was, i forgot about it and i’ll...
Private: someone actually stole the grill!
hey. today was saturday. obviously. slept in. it was nice. woke up to a fone call from laura telling me that i was going to a metrostars game. ha. cool. so i picked up my car from the car-place. went to the car audio-place. made an appointment for next weekend to get the amp and sub installed. i could go all out, spend 800 bucks and get a full-range box. but i figure, i’m only...
everyday observances of regular people
work was work. aparrently, they like my gum. i ate at johnny rocket’s for lunch. not very rockety. don’t eat there. oh yeah, its in garden state plaza. in other work-related news…i got my first pay check for a ver admirable sum that was promptly deposited and will be used to eliminate any expenses i have occured over the past 31 billing days. the rest of the day only...
faxes out my ass
work was stressful today. i’m finishing up this huge count project for pete and i tried to get all the count request faxes out today. almost did. a few left. but its okay, i’ll do them first thing tomorrow morning. went to my second graduation in two days. katie cut her hair and graduated from the 8th grade. her hair looks good. just needs some styling. and maybe a little...
commencement.
so, tonite, after work. i went to the echs graduation. that was weird. seeing all these people i hadn’t seen in a year or even more. girls got hotter. ugly girls showed up. the ceremony was short though. andy the valedvictorian talked for about three seconds. sweat poured down my face for about three hours. afterwards we all said the obligatory congratulations. i didn’t get a...
old shit belongs in the toilet!
work dragged on today. thank god it ended when it did. not sure what i’m gonna wear tomorrow though. humph. right after work i went to the mall with laura. that was ok. then we went to the driving range with paul and bill. that was fun. don’t like bugs though. then the infamous diner. it was another mini-reunion. this time jimmy bushoven, matt rhoner, and julie heerema were...
time for the same.
i worked today without avail. the surreality of the day was as i drove to work listening to the world document timothy mcviegh’s death. i really had mixed emotions over it. i can’t really explain what emotions those were though. i suppose that it seemed so cruel that this man’s death. something so personal in some respects, being exposed so much. it was essentially...
franklin lakes
yesterday wasn’t much during the day. i skipped church. slept in. of course it didn’t do me much good today. oh well. but that afternoon we went to kasey and devin regan’s graduation party. that was pretty cool. $650 worth of alcohol!!!! i had to drive home and take pops to the airport this morning. kasey was gone. devin started drinking after he took his girlfriend...
operation halle berry's tits
finally, i did something worthwhile with my life today. i got my haircut. ha. no. well, yes, i did, and i also worked in the pharmacy, but thats all besides the point. after work today i went to see swordfish with bill and laura. it was a pretty good movie. plus you saw some nakedness provided by halle berry. nice tits. the movie was more that that though. it was pretty good. ...
oh, its friday?
yeah. well. i’m contemplating the thought of only updating this when something more signifigant than what i’ve been writing about the past week has happened. but it’d be like selling out. a journal is for writing down what you’ve done. no matter how insignifigant, someone will read it. so i guess i trudge on. today i worked like all the other days. met the family...
my clothes smell like a skunk
today was a little different. not by much though. all of the upper-level people came back from boston today at work. so that means no more goofing-off. not that we were, of course. however, today was the first day i actually got bored. the internet was down, and with nothing to do, i just sat there most of the afternoon. but i drove pete to pick up his car. that was cool. he’s a...
redundancy
hey kids. the same old shit went down today. i went to work. came home. chilled. ate dinner. fucked around on my comp-muter. played some snes. listened to tunes. still didn’t go to the bank. still didn’t do more laundry. i’m researching all the stuff about my system though. probably only going to get two amps and two subs. or maybe three amps and two subs. and maybe...
no shirt, no shoes, no service.
work today was the same. fun, but still work. dinner pissed me off once again. grandma ate with us. i don’t know why i become so unpleasent when i’m around here. maybe its because she just talks obliviously about things that no one wants to hear about. yeah, thats it. checked out crutchfield today though. got lots of info on the stuff i want to put ino the ‘burb. its...
"i fucking rule!" -kevin spacey
that’s right kids. i did it. i finally finished looking through all the girl’s profiles on moc. i am the shit. in fact, i’m talking to one of the cool girls i met right now. lindsey. i’m sure she’ll never read this, but if she did. much thanks. i think that has been the main highlight of my day. work was alright. bosses are in boston so it was fun. went to...
of all places
on a scale of 1-10 (10 being the best). this sunday rates about a two. yes. it was that uneventful. i mean, maybe not. my sister katie got confirmed today in church. i’m happy for her, i hope she finds the whole church thing more self-fulfilling than i did/do. in the parlor, after the amazingly long service, i talked to jess and kelly. the both are still hot. which is good. i...
i haven't showered yet
its saturday night and its hardly over, but dinner put me in a bad mood. the two main topics of conversation was about how sorry my family felt for mute people and at exactly what age my little brother should start weight-lifting. two subjects that are particulary disturbing to me: compassion and vanity. those who have compassion in this world may be better people and they may live a happier...
the carpet. i can see it. it sees me.
today was rad. i got to work nice ‘n early, avoiding traffic and getting coffe AFTER i drove on route 4 and 208. it was dress-down friday. so i got to wear jeans. work was pretty laid-back but i kept busy. we had a team lunch which was cool and then a meeting later which was funny. next week half the office is gone for a big conference in boston. so the whole week is dress-down. but...